Whats in for me??

Quantum is underway and i am way too excited. Last chance and perhaps the deciding  semester. Physics or Biology... Well, biology gives me this inside feeling and every time i read about an experiment or read a paper. Its obsessive and well very extensive and with physics it adds up the spice. The profs of bio are awesome (exception this semester) You look around and you feel the world is precisely a biological process and with physics it makes it much more easy. Physics is interesting, physics is gapingly awesome, physics is passion and madness. Biology is silent, true, more faithful, and is an obsession once it gets into your blood. Truly, it is and both compliment each other perfectly. I had always loved physics or i had thought, but in fact its not physics which i had always loved. Its the largest and the smallest explanations of the largest and the smallest thing present in this universe. Before coming here, it was physics which i had acquainted myself with to explain the tiniest and the biggest explanation. But then, there stands biology giving the best possible explanation you would get in the entirety, that eats your heart with passion and obsession.  well, lets hope for the best.


Take a bow,

The Viento 

The last piece......

I can't find the actual reason! I can't find why i still think i need some more time. I am impalpable. That's obvious. But Still? This is ridiculous! Neurophysics was obsessive, thought i couldn't figure out most of its feeling! Its all mathematical and no more philosophical and biological. I coudn't imagine, yet i think it was worth a shot. Figuring out the code and all the nonlinear mathematics was quite a bit of fun. But it didn't give any peace of mind, any tranquility behind those symbolic numbers and constants. Sigh! I was looking for that.
Fortunately, i didnt get the eccentric piece of "nirvana" i was looking for in it. Well, perhaps to be frank, it went haywire in the last of my days as i took to writing pieces of lyrics and blogs...and waste most of my time thinking bullshit theories, which perhaps were so pathetic and yet not at all improbable.

But....hmph.....i didn't get what i am looking for in science...maybe next time, i have the last chance....!!